Most of
the time, my accidents are planned from the start, but sometimes,
because I am so busy, I get a genuine need to go when I am in the middle
of something. Sometimes I hold it until later, sometimes I am forced to
go to the toilet normally, and other times, I create a scenario in my
current situation.
An example of the latter is when I was with my boyfriend in the
cinema, back when I was 19. (I only saw him for a few months, then we
split up. I have only had 2 boyfriends, and I’m still single at the
moment.)
I felt the need to go as we were watching a film, so I decided to go
there in the seat. But I still had to plan somewhat. I decided I
wouldn’t stay in the seat long, and it was a cinema that I had been to
many times so I knew how many cubicles there were in the toilet. It is
always a worry when planning a public toilet cleanup that a cubicle is
available in the toilet at the moment I need it.
So anyway, on this occasion, I was wearing a dress with no tights, as
it was summer, and white cotton underwear. I felt the urgency, and I
should have realised that the feeling was different, but I didn’t at the
time. You know when you get THAT feeling? The sinking, the warm flush
in your stomach? I got that. All the signs were there that this wasn’t
going to be a normal poo. I ignored them, and it made for one of my best
experiences. Terrifying at the time, I was only going out with this guy
for about a month at the time. I thought it would be just another semi
soft movement that would sit nicely in my pants until I got to the
toilet.
So when the need came on strong, I leaned forward slightly in my seat
and started to fill my underwear. I didn’t even need to push, it was
coming out without any effort. Another warning sign that I ignored!
Instead of coming out slowly, it ran out, wet and abrupt, and partially
filled the back of my pants, as I was sitting quite firmly in the seat.
For a moment it felt like it shot up my back, the warm feeling extended
from my bottom up through my spine.
It was far messier than I had hoped, and I could smell it straight
away, so I stood immediately. I could feel it was incredibly wet, and I
worried about it escaping my pants, running down my legs, even staining
my light coloured dress. Also I didn’t go completely, I only let a
little bit out but it was enough to partially fill my underwear.
I was wearing a casual dress that was fairly light and thin, so I was
worried about it seeping through the dress, which was a white/blue
colour. As I stood I felt it splat down and sag my pants down slightly
(not out of my dress, but from the back part of my pants to the bottom
as I stood up). I firmly held on to the rest of it, and dashed to the
toilet, without even saying a word to my boyfriend!
When I got to the toilet, another film had just finished, and, my
nightmare scenario, all the cubicles were in use. I stood in the wet
mess in a mad panic, waiting for a cubicle. I didn’t have long to wait,
but it seemed far longer than what I actually waited. Luckily, waiting
in a toilet with filled pants is not too bad, the smell could be coming
from any of the other girls in the toilets, so I don’t think it could be
pinpointed.
When a toilet was free, I rushed in, pulled my dress up over my head,
and pulled down my underwear. They were pretty messy, but it didn’t
overspill, and luckily, it didn’t stain my skirt. I emptied out my pants
and sat on the toilet to get rid of the rest of the near-diarrhea. It
shot out of me quickly, splashing loudly in the toilet. I farted
uncontrollably a few times during it, and I knew other girls could
probably hear, but I didn’t care. As I sat there, emptying my body of
the rest of the mess, I inspected my underwear.
My pants were ruined. It was only a little bit that came out, but it
was still a decent amount, and as my pants were white, they looked
utterly ruined. The back was heavily wet and stained, and when I stood
that made the mess worse. For such a small amount of mess, it was
surprising just how stained my underwear was. It was showing through my
pants too, as a big brown stain shining through. I just hoped so hard
that it didn’t show through my dress.
I spent a good 20 minutes clawing at my pants with the thin toilet
paper to try and clean them up as best as I could. I had spare pants,
but they were in my bag, which I had abandoned at my seat when I fled. I
even had to make a glove of toilet paper to ‘squeeze’ my pants to soak
up the mess!
By the time I got back to my boyfriend, at least 25 minutes had
passed, so he was worried. I whispered that I had an upset stomach. He
didn’t ask any more questions. So I sat there for the rest of the film,
in soiled knickers, hoping that sitting down on my dress wouldn’t leave a
brown stain on them, until after it he drove me home. I made the excuse
that I had tons of uni work to do, so he didn’t come in, so I went home
and showered, relieved that I had gotten away with it. My dress was
slightly stained on the inside only, and it wasn’t visible through the
outside.
Surprisingly, both my underwear and my dress washed ok without
leaving any stains. Well, it took a few washes for the pants to wash out
completely stain-free!
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